my thoughts

I don't think she should have left today the way she did. We're both obviously not on the same page, and i didnt live up to the expectations i didnt clearly know she had set for me. when my only reason for 'why not' is because she will be upset i say 'hmmm'.

considering i need to dissapoint children as well as women when we find out how much i need a new wife as well.

with all your letters

You're leaving me here, dear
Alone with all your letters
You're letting it go, no
Like innocence and feathers
You're putting it down
Sounds slipping into songs
You're leaving me here, dear
Alone with all my wrongs
You're pulling away
Pray you're making the right choice
You're pulling away
Stay and listen to my voice
To my voice

Sooner or later you will long
When you wake you will see
Sooner or later all the songs
That make you shake will be by me
Sooner or later all the throngs of feelings
We used to appreciate will come rushing back

You're thinking about
How you thought you knew me better
You're looking around town
And wondering how I met her
You're pulling away
Pray you're making the right choice
You're pulling away
Stay and listen to my voice
To my voice

Sooner or later all the throngs or feelings
We used to appreciate will come rushing back
When you wake you will see

Don't wake me as you leave
Don't make me believe I have a chance in hell
Don't tell me what I know too well
Don't wake me

As you're leaving me here dear
Alone with all your letters
Don't let it go of your innocence and feathers
Now I find that every sound reminds me of our song
Since you left me here dear
Alone with all my wrongs
With my wrongs

you make the sound of pulling heaven down

i don't feel like being clever today atall.

i stopped playing WoW about a month ago now. i have loads of free time. im trying to sell my account.

work is good. its the most positive environment ive ever been in for a work setting. people like me there. tom had a nervous breakdown or something over the weekend. im not exactly sure what was going on, but we failed QA again this month. and we failed it for nothing, we just failed so they could take away our bonuses. but its ok. its ok to me. its more of a headache for tom. i just need to do more in the store with the time that im there.

i went to church last sunday. it was easter. i drove all the way to cardington to go with my grandma.. lol.

it was really nice, i havent gone to church with my grandma in ages. it felt really really familair, like singing the songs with her and stuff. it felt like i was revisiting a piece of my life or something.

the pastor really made it worth going for me. after he talked a bit he said 'how long have we been in iraq now.. ? 5 years.. ? well when we first went into iraq america made several promises to the iraqi people and to the world... we promised peace.. hope.. etc etc (he listed a good 5 things). well my friends, im here to tell you today that God makes those same promises'

God makes hollow promises? we shouldn't trust God?

anyway. im doing well with learning guitar. i think i am anyway. i practice everyday. lol

i also cleaned the house. it was slow, but even the floor in the bathroom is cleaned out. i still need to do the inside of the fridge and my car and stuff, but i feel pretty good about it. its not hard or anything, i just felt like doing it.

like i said, i have a lot of free time anymore. i dont really have a desire to play mmo's atall anymore. its nice.

destined to be bored

The way that girl can break a heart
It's like a work of art
And this is the worst part
She knows it

And she's so confident
That she's what everybody wants
But nobody wants
Her to know that

So fall back on all of your premonitions
And just learn to listen
To those that have more wisdom than you
And just stop
Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those you love

And I'm still waiting for
You to be the one I'm waiting for

The way that girl can turn a head
Well she is such a threat
But don't ever forget
She knows it

And she's got it all
All figured out
And she won't let you doubt
She knows it

I'm still waiting for
You to be the one I�m waiting for

Something tells me that this is going to make sense
Something tells me it's going to take patience
Something tells me that this will all work out in the end

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seriously, meh.

i had a clever title, i just forgot it

no lie. it was really really clever. i just forgot.

what is up with this new singer from britain, leona lewis. seriously. if your gonna get popular saying your from the UK, you can at least sing with an accent. ((british accents are incredibly sexy))

work is going. Serah isnt so much. playing a lot of guitar and staring at walls lately. i need a life. seriously.

now Kate Nash, you can totally tell where she is from. I don't even see her flautning 'british superstar' etc etc. she just has the sexiness there.

but seriously. you must not know about me.

Oblivion

That's what i feel like i've slipped into lately.

the space between work, sleeping and WoW.

i know i don't know what i want yet, and that's all well and fine. but please, someone help me escape what i call now my life.

((no im not making a desperate plea for some super-girl or even a regular one, im not even really actively looking.))

blah-fest.