I can't tell if your laughing

This is enough for tonight 2~!

This is How it Works

This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath

No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again

Apres moi le deluge

I actually don't feel too much like writing atm. I'm kinda tired, but forcing myself to stay awake. I just don't want to fall out of habit of updating. lol

uhhhmmmm let's see. Yesterday (wednesday) i randomly woke up at like 10:20am after going to bed at like 6am. Liz came over and we played pool. Abhi texted me at like noon, and he came and joined us. He was just on campus taking random placement tests and passing them. thus skipping like half of the classes that i have a ton of trouble with (like physics). wtb a childhood in another country...

after they all left i went to my grandma's with kara and got into an awesome arizona rummi tourny where kara kicked our butts. which is totally random because she usually plays last lol. (not that she is bad or anything, like any card game, you play what you are dealt mostly). the conversation was.. not so good. and it's left me quite... bleh.

probably fell asleep around 2am, and then woke up today at like 3:30pm lol. i don't even know what to say about sleeping. maybe i need lunesta or something. Good thing i have insurance now, right? anyway, abhi came back over and kicked my butt some more at pool. we also played some xbox and i resubscribed to gamefly so we'd have more games to play. we concluded our night in buckeye donuts.

idk, good stories, huh? not too exciting, i know. im not feeling too inspirational atm. it's like the difference between reporting the news and publicizing events, amirite? anywho. take care forum. I'll write later!

I'm so atari

This is enough for tonight!

you are my sweetest downfall

he ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed

what's up forum!

I don't really have too much to say today, but when do i ever? I liked today. It was a good move in the direction of what I want out of life. I remember the times when I would avoid a day just like today... =)

I watched this movie "You Might as Well Live" over 2 days (eileen kept interrupting me!). It was with the same actor as from "Lars and the Real Girl".

It was just as weird.

however I liked it better. Maybe I didn't like lars as much because of all the hype kara built up about it. Maybe if I just randomly found it it would have been the gem it was made to be. but even still, there were no real laugh out loud parts. In you might as well live, there were loads. The main character was surely retarded, but not annoyingly so. If anything there is an ample amount of penis throughout the movie.

uhhh.. the steelers disappointed today. It's ok, i'm pretty sure they are still heading for the playoffs. Just like I'm pretty sure the patriots are going to win it all =D

halfway through the game, liz wanted to do some christmas shopping, and the game wasn't really too exciting, so we went to target. I randomly picked up a magic 8 ball and started asking it questions. I'm not lying. This is not something I would have ever done as a Christian because it involves fate, but hey, it was oftly coincidental!

let's see.. what was the order?

Will I get married to Eileen again?
"Not a chance"

Am I in love with her?
"It is certain"

then I laughed and asked:
Will I see her within the next month?
"Signs point to yes"

Ok.. Will Eileen and I get married?
"Don't count on it"

I put it down, shook my head laughing at the coincidences. Then I immediately picked it back up.

Will we spend the rest of our lives together?
"Without a doubt"

Will Ella like me?
"Yes"

But we won't get married?
"Outlook not so good"

So there you have it!

oh fate. <3

heaven is falling where

Ha! what a revealing day. perhaps I haven't changed as much as I thought I have. Or perhaps all the time I spent living with Kara and not blogging really changed me that much. I certainly feel like I still think about the same as I did before I met Kara. I don't know. I see my graceful nature with words has stayed the same =)

anyway. what is this? almost 2011? I haven't written a real blog in like 2 years. I guess it's time to start again.

Thanks Eileen =)

now what should i say about you? Is it too early to say anything? or just simply too public?