fell in love with a girl

Fell in love with a girl
fell in love once and almost completely
she's in love with the world
but sometimes these feelings
can be so misleading
she turns and says "are you alright?"
I said "I must be fine cause my heart's still beating"
She says "come and kiss me by the riverside, bobby says it's fine he don't consider it cheating"

Red hair with a curl
mellow roll for the flavor
and the eyes for peeping
can't keep away from the girl
these two sides of my brain
need to have a meeting
can't think of anything to do
my left brain knows that
all love is fleeting
she's just looking for something new
and I said it once before
but it bears repeating

im -tired-

i want to write about something magical and get all the things from inside me out onto this internet spot.

im just not so good at doing that lol.

~practice

so yea! my car is gonna be legal and stuff. thats so exciting! forward progress, no more of that backward stuff. Credit moving positive, savings going up.

alcohol tolerance rising.

at least im getting rid of these silly video games.

i do realize that when i have time off and i do play video games, it sets my mood all messed up, and im grumpy and sensitive at work lol.

so i either need to work nonstop like before, or stop playing video games entirely :p

i dunno how much of an ultimatum that is.

this post fails, im tired, i havent slept in a minute, sue me, peace out, and i dont need periods

life

thats me a few mins ago. yay for my new digital camera lol

i actually got it a few days ago... i was excited then... but tonight... kinda...

i feel like... is this it? ya know what i mean? i mean, i found a job im content with. i dont hate it at all, i never regret going into work, and i actually have fun sometimes. there are a lot of people that are regulars that make my day.

but its not that.. its the feeling like... im going to be doing this the next few years and for what ? im sure ill get my debt paid off, im sure ill get new toys, and im sure me and tj will get our own place... but how exciting is that really ?

i want to make a difference in my life... i just dont know how i want to do it.

i love music, i love helping people, and i love learning and teaching people.

ill figure it out.

oh and-- ill have new pics from all over my life now to freshen up my blog lawl

bored bored bored

zomg so bored ._.

i've called off work @ krogers the last 2 nights... i will again tonight too. i have wed/thur off already, so i actually wont have to work again there until friday.

friday is when davey gets back, and the first night me and josh work together since he's been back as well... go figure >_>;

tim is just being a really big asshole and stuff lately.. like he wants me to quit or something. and seriously, i cant even rly consider quitting, i just gotta make the best of my situation, ya know?

it's like what, i've applied at liek literally at least 10 places and i never get anymore than an initial call.. i dunno what im doing wrong. i mean, i understand the broken parts of my work history or w/e but damn...

anyway, it's not all negative. i have 1400$ in the bank :) i've been saving at least 200 a week fot over a month now.. even when there are things i want, i try to save up with the allowance i give myself. energy drinks are becomming a really ig expense lol

but yea! i was able to buy a new camera. all the pics on my pc are liek at least a year old, and none of them are really focused on me finding a good pic of myself. it was never rly important to me before, i was content ya kno, living in ffxi or w/e. now im all about getting out and having some fun n stuff.

but yea, i got a really small casio camera. i paid 100+15 for it off e-bay. it's used, yea, comes with all the accessories (i hope). e-bay cant rly be trusted sometimes, i've gotten some garbage before.

oh and the reminds me! lol. i got my noobstore stuff in the mail yesterday. actually wearing the shirt atm. the hat doesnt look all too great on my atm, kinda doesnt match with my glasses. i just gotta work it into my wardrobe basically >_> lolz.

ummm.... anymore im like really motivated to get into college like asap. i almost have a comfortable enough amount in the bank for where i'll call the bank. ya know, once i work all the out.. there's nothing rly in my way from talking to ohio state and stuff. yea, i heard it was pretty tough to get in anymore tho. if i cant get a basic job....

so yea, mebee columbus state or something.

anyways, seriously. i'll write often. soon i'll be able to like... mebee post a pic of myself everyday or something lawl

-peace

Norbit

I just finished watching Norbit :p

well... myspace is down.. and i felt compelled to write -something-

very funny movie, better than i thought it'd be. i saw it up online for a long time, past over it for months.. davie told me mebee a week ago it was decent so...

yea! it was good! lol

so um.. last few days have been pretty interesting.

i guess not so much have been interesting as i guess the days coming up will be.

i've been playing around on sites like monster and match.com and stuff lately. i actually had an interview with like a bank today. i have a second interview tomorrow. i really dunno what i could say about it.. it could be good or... could be a scam i guess..

all i know is that if someone is trying to scam me, they wont get much money lolz... i make liek nothing..

other than that... just mostly been bored n stuff. liek, not rly playing anything atm.. working quite a bit. in my offtime doing those random sites and stuff...

oh, im off tonight and was last night from k4L.. but i cant rly drink.. speedway calls me in liek everyday.

anyway im off to liek umm.. wink at people i guess >_> or at least make my profile look betta ._.;

girls suck really bad.

why do i always find the not so normal girls ._.

blah i try too hard i think lol.


I keep telling myself to earn it. to make myself into something I'm proud of and girls will find me lol. it's just >_> i'm bored -now-.

and whats wrong with me now? I'm a nice guy, im not trying to do anything retarded.

i just want to have fun in my free time. man, it doesnt even have to be a girl, i just want to get out and have fun in general.

but yes, the topic is girls... they all suck and stuff.

and im so not gonna call Elise anymore :x