why am i so emo?

~in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding before you..~

it's always fun figuring out who deleted me off their friends list on myspace. the only notification i get is my friend list number goes down.

tonight it was elise~

i guess it's sad... i have so few friends i can tell.

busy last few days. i quit speedway.

it sucked so bad, i've never had a boss that i was had such a positive relationship with. it felt like absolute shit to tell him these next two weeks will be my last. but i have a -real- job again.

whatever that means.

i guess it means im not 'wasting my life'.

in other words i joined the rest of the world in hating what im going to be doing again everyday.

i finished all my paperwork at liebert. im making enough to get me and TJ a two bedroom apartment on my income alone. well, credit allowing. i filled out all the paperwork yesterday, paid some money, they should get back to me on a final answer by monday. if that goes well, we'll be sleeping on the floor by aug.24th.

it is very exciting.

also started doing some paperwork for me and eileen.

working on changing my car's registration to ohio.

forward progress everywhere, i should be happy.

josh is upstairs with a girl we met up with tonight.

alcohol doesnt help.

i need an outlet with more people. the bar isn't working out for me with tj being so broke~